all these SIXXXXX long months

FINALLY, there is WiFi over my condominium. And, FINALLY I got to online with pc. This was a diary which I jotted down in my small notebook DAYSSSSS ago and this will definitely be a very long update about every details of my living here for all these 6 months.. Well let's start. 10th August 2013, it was 14 days since I came here. The toughest time had gone, and I know that I'm one step closer to success. After few days here, I decide to live together with jiejie. Once again, (not because of homesick, seriously doesn't wish to waste mama's money to pay for double rental) , so I move all my things from hostel to pv16 (our condominium). Taxi is too costly, so LRT become my daily transport. Tuesday, I went to interview due to the need of the course. Working is one part of our learning so I have no choice. Yeap, I was hired by one well known M.O.G franchise outlet. I almost fainted when my senior manager told me about my working attire. Formal top, black skirt, black high heels, make up and tidy hair. I look so terribly old in formal. :(

this is the first photo of mine when working.I started my working and also so called "internship on 2nd August. Everything started with fear. I can't forget how terrible the feeling was when my first day of work. Days by days, I get used to the new environment. Every time I phoned to mama, I will have a strong feel that my tears gonna roll down, because nothing is easy outside.

this is one the way. There are lots and lots of motivation in Facebook or even twitter, I will always wrote them down and encourage myself to keep my head up and move forward whenever I feel like I want to give up.
26 of August, Jiejie was going back home. Oh gosh damn I guessed I must be cannot survive the months without her, cried a lot when she backed because she left something on the table.

this is just way too warm. Everyday kept on repeating the same routine. 10-10 working. Wednesday and thursday went for class. Time flies too fast which I can't even know the actual date of today.
31 August was my 18th birthday. It was an all alone birthday. All my course mates working or even out station. And so I went to KLCC myself, just walked and walked to release my stress.

It was not a special day though. Just a simple happy 18th birthday to myself. Of coarse I thanks a gang of my silly friends who sang happy earlier birthday to me in Neway karaoke 1 Utama. Yes i admitted that life is much more happier with their presence.

one of the silly girl. Went overnight at their place before exam. Am i cute ? Somehow sometimes i just hope that i can act silly like a child and never worry about tomorrow.

10/10/2013 was annual dinner of our company. Have a look with our costume ! 'WILD WILD  WEST' theme. Alright, the 2 beside me are my best soulmate along these 6 months. I am the youngest among them, they taught me a lot and a lot. I appreciate them in life. oh yeah, we were in love with Carlsberg, Heineken or whatever. We just enjoy drunk together and pour out everything.

They are my colleagues. M.O.G KL FESTIVAL TEAM aka DYLAN's team. Yes, 3 words to conclude about them-----my second family. Besides school days, I spent all my days with them from morning until night. They taught me a lot about lenses, frames, contact lenses and of coarse we are talking nonsense most of the time. Anyway, I can't imagine how my working life will be without them. 

 yes, the person in the photo is my boss. Photo taken during annual dinner 2013. A successful young man. He played the most important role along these 6 months. Well, I can't describe his generosity through words. It's too much to say. Thank you for your generosity and magnanimity of your offer. He never encourage me face by face, but he will just whatsapp me or through phone calls. I remembered I got a call from human resource department, apologize to me for delayed my confirmation letter. He cared about me and hope that I won't keep this in heart. Whenever I saw him, I was like spirit up up and vice versa. I can't promise you anything boss but i will never let you disappointed. Throughout all these 6 months, did you see my hard work and improvement ? I do hope you smile whenever you check with my performance. Take good care. If i can, I would just shout to the world that he is the world best boss. So far for me is like that. (Don't judge me if you're not clear with the situation.) 

09/11/2013, date went home, photo taken exactly the date. Like a boss. Guess what, home is always the best. It was only 5 days home but it's enough. My heart "squeezed" for some moments when I saw my parents. I love them. so love them. Thanks for giving me this wonderful life. 

After one week home, I backed to KL again. 23/11/13 was the lovely's convocation. I'm here to represent dad and mum to apologize to you that they couldn't make it to your diploma graduation. I'm so sorry but please forgive them. You knew the reason. She was my jiejie, one and only sibling. We were close since childhood, seldom quarrel and she always left over the best stuff for me. It was her convocation day. Congratulation for graduate with distinction on Biology and Chemistry. I love you anyway. 

Graduation night, I brought her for some awesome foods. We went to hard rock cafe for our dinner. It was an expensive dinner but as long as she is smiling, everything is worth. She is my one and only sister. Who to love if I didn't love her? 

this is me. Am i cute ? ^^ Mummy called me little pink lion. haha. I thought it should be little pink pig. Just a random photo on bed. Life outside is tough but I have been going through six months. 

This is a girly me with a super mature deary. It was her birthday party that day. We went for sushi buffet together shopping together and barbeque together. Even sleep with her that night.Absolutely unforgotten sweet day. Whenever I was stressed with work or study, she will be there. Still remember, there was one night, we went for bak kut teh at kepong area, nearly midnight that time. It was a heart talk night and she wiped over my tears. Girl, you're truly loved. 

Sometimes, I was just too bored to stay here. Have some fun just like the photo shown above, my hair bun. What face is that? I wonder. You will never know how stress am I cause I still smiling no matter how tough the situation is. I'm stronger than you think. 

My second photo with boss. Since we hit our sales target, he brought us for lobster and french snail at The ship bukit bintang, it also known as "the best steak in town". Look at the photo, he is always that cool, never want to smile. Seriously you will feel better if you meet him in reality. He is having few outlets now and not be able to come over to visit us all the time. No worries, no need to worry since I'm here. Will hand in better and better result every month for you. Well, remember this: YOUR TEAM LOVES YOU. :')

December, it was fall and winter season. See who am I with ? Santa clause was in the mall. HOHOHO. I whispered in his ear that please surprise me with 2014 and please turn all my dreams into reality. It sounds so impossible but I still hold on to the hope, even though it is as tiny as bacteria, invisible. I do have a lot of dream. I gave up some of it. Well, I know there is no U-turn in life so I will just let it goes. I know the Father Lord will always have a batter choice for me. 

Look at this sunshine boy. He turned into NINETEEN yesterday. I miss him. Didn't manage to meet him for one long year. Why is he so special ? He is the one who encourage me to study hard for my SPM, he solved me additional maths, chemistry or even physics questions through whatsapp. He is one of the reason why I choose to be same class with him in the last year of secondary school. I can't forget our graduation day, he shaked hand with me and thanks me for being his classmate during form 5. It was the last time I saw him. Even when the time I was in Melaka, struggling with homesick, he texted me " big girl don't cry". Not only that, when I decided to fly for my second time, he was there with me too, told me can't give up anymore this time. Yesterday was his birthday, so sad I can't celebrate with him. He told me he is heading to USA real soon, friend I miss you. Why Why? Why we cannot be in the same university, having the same course? Because this is life, everyone has their own way to go, everyone has their own dream. When can I see you agian? I hope it's not a long wait anymore. PUI, you will be missed and you will be always in my mind ! Keep in touch and hope our friendship can go as far as it can be. I truly love and appreciate you as my best buddy. Stay healthy. With lots of love, Shi Hien. 

Alright, I do not have too much time to write about my every details here. When will be my next update? Probably another half year to go I guess. I'm too busy and please forgive for not up to date. 

There may be people that have more talent than you, but there is no excuse for anyone to work harder than you do. 

GiRL, be smart and BE OUTSTANDING !