Saturday, July 25, 2015

bully case

Back to my comfort zone,blog. Done with hot shower and start figuring about my post. It's a must to write what had happened to me all these day so that I can recall them one day. Story began on first of June. We have to welcome a new young colleague. Allow me to introduce her, Carmay is her name, 19 years old, 14 months younger than me, pretty, and love to laugh. She spoilt herself before she start her work here. She talked in a snubbing way . She had a spasm of doubtful pride too. Not only that, she always tell lie. Well,that's what I can say at the first sight I knew her. I had applied for my 2 weeks study leave to prepare for my final exam so basically only first few days of June(around 9 days) working under one roof with her. Those 9 days were pretty enough to look through her personalities. I'm not the only one who complained but for all other staffs too. Fine, no matter how bad she is there's still something for me to learn from her. Honestly, I really give full marks for her eloquence and her sunshine smile but doesn't mean I agree her way of selling product. Her way is not so called selling, introducing or even recommending, somehow it's forcing I felt that way. (eg: customer mentioned she wants XXX brand but she gave AAA brand, collect payment first and let others to help her deal with customer after that, tell me what bullshit is this). It's not a correct way to hit target. But who I am? I've no point to comment on her action, this is not my shop. When I was home, I told my mum who I met and how's she is. What my mum did was try to convince me to accept her, tell me the real part of society. Study week was tough and so for sure for the exam days. I was so glad that my marathon final exam was finally over and I can finally have a deep breathe. I brought a brand new mood and mode to face her (my new colleague) because I knew that besides this I couldn't do anything to make things become better. So accept her is the only way. I don't really like in touch with anonymous or even new friend due to it's way to protect myself. I didn't talk to her for around 10 days. She was like a transparent object for me. One day I found out that life like that was so sucks. Alright, I tried to talk to her, teach her something about work, about contact lenses, about lenses, about some other little things in shop. I was happy actually because I did it, it showed that I've improvement. Deep inside, I hope that I can have those kind of leadership power to transform a very bad person to become better although it seem so unbelievable and impossible at my age. But, thing doesn't work out the same way as in my mind. I'm the one who never scold her, I wonder why she did all those shits to me. Please continue to read until the end. All those shits started a week ago. One night, I was on my way home with my little goodie aka my boy colleague. I took out my phone and my key inside his car and I still blame myself why there's water inside my MK bag. At first I thought it was my own mineral water but who knows it wasn't. There is someone with very black heart had poured coke inside my bag. I was like what the fuck. You used a fake MK but please don't try to destroy others. You can use your beauty to request some men to buy you all those branded but not me you know. I bought them by my own you know that bitchy. Well, there's no cctv inside our lab. I've no any evidence to proof that it's you but suspected it's you. The rest were no point do that to me. One is my assistant branch manager, 1 is my good listener and 1 is my laughter. no no no, 100% not their behavior. I didn't really get mad at that time. My tears just rolled down my cheek I just wonder why. The next day was her off day, we live so happily without her presence. I had bought a cotton of milk to eat with my honey star. It was 6 small packs of milk. I drank only 1 of it that day. The next afternoon everything was still usual and my milk was still there. But when I wanted to have my dinner and plan to have my milk, I found out 2 of them were missing. Once again, wtf, there is 3 out of 5 of my colleagues them don't drink milk, 1 is malay girl she never touch my thing, 1 is the cute boy he will always ask my permission before he gets my things. I've asked everyone but no one see my milk. If not you then who? Motherfucker bitch, you can have pandora, ck, prada, mk, lv but can't even have few ringgits to buy your milk ? Allow for my rudeness over here, she is really sucks. Fine, it's still fine. I still have 2 milks left. Story to be continued to the next morning, 1 more missing. Hey girl please la don't do stupid things, I'm so ashamed of you. I never know you like to steal others belongings. I really wonder why she need to do all that to me. Is it so fun to play around and bully me ? You'll be cursed. I tried to comfort myself that everyday is a new day, should work with a brand new mood. Okay I'm just 19 years old, how high you expected my EQ to be, this is me, my personality, it's my freedom to say anything about her because she is seriously affected my daily safety. I don't know what horrible things else will she try to challenge me. 2 days ago, our shop received a parcel from HQ, there is a name tag for her. The name tag showed her position, eyewear consultant. This is the thing that cut me the deepest inside. A person can only get the consultant title after 2 years experience, I had been here for 2 years and even I wasn't not entitled for the position. Position doesn't really matter to me but can please be more fair to me. I must stand up for my rights. I felt that want to seek for a fair answer so I had post a photo to our group in whatsapp. Boss phoned me and told me I couldn't do that. I apologized for my action if this had brought you an embarrassed circumstance. I'm not purposely meant it. You're my respectful man, I know you handle everything. Please, be fair for me. There's lots of little things which I didn't tell you to avoid double up your troubles. You might feel that I'm so wrong, I accept my fault. Yesterday was the second last day working together with her. I can't stand anymore so I ask her can she be more gentle when doing her job. If you feel like you want to do, do it happily and perfectly. If you don't feel like you want to do, put them aside we will do it for you. Don't do them clumsily to show us that you're unhappy with it. I talked politely to her but what I get was scolded by her. Fine.. I can never win a bitch tho. Continue the fight will only show that I'm same kind level as her. The day was long and tough, I never know a person who's wrong can still stand there so right and so proper. One more thing , I lost my money yesterday. I'm sensitive towards my money, I remembered my balance and knew where had I spent. I wonder will my money ran away by itself ? I've nothing more to say about her anymore . Ridiculous is the only best word to describe her. I don't know what I did which irritated her. Stop bully me dearly. I voice out for a fair rights. Dear whoever, I'm so sincere.