伤心...
不快乐时...
被冷落的那一刻...
回头看看那个角落...
那里会给我无比的快乐...
无比的欢笑...
无比的希望...
这里放弃我时...
谢谢还有那角落的陪伴...
陪着我继续向前...

for a secret reader=)

for a special and secret reader..
hmm..
the stupid always read my blog but never leave anything for me..
what a lazy ppl again..
he tell me you xin jiu hao...
haha..
anyway thanks for the heart..
last nite..
chat wif him..
wahahaha..
juz realize that he is nt stupid and useless at all..
haha..
but stupid than me..=P
no la..kidding nia..
quite a long time he dint chat with me le..
so dint share wif him all my things..
haha..
cuz i scare that he feel bored..
i told him that i m reli nt happy..
he still talk some nonsense to laugh..
haha
he said:trust me,i know..cuz i read ur blog..
thanks vry much for the secret visit..
someone..read here also dunno my actual feeling..
so happy n thx that u r the 1..
from last year..
i feel that he is good enuf to be my fren tat can share all the things..
hey man..
i dint mention till when o..
so till forever lo..
dun worry..
haha..
thanks for this few days..
muahahaha..><
he gave me quite a cute nickname..
mama..
ask him why then he say i look like his mama..lol..=.=
nvm..its ok..
say real,i happy and lucky to have u this fren..
well,lastly,thanks for always visit here..
when u c this post dont cry arh my son..
haha..
write shuang nia..
but its the true heart to thx u always reading it..=)
stay happiie n cute..^^

japan open's..

finally finish watch the japan badminton open's..
hehe..
my favorite china player..BAO CHUN LAI...
woo..men single champion..
because LIN DAN and CHONG WEI nt participate ba..
haha..
evrytime,i will never miss the chance to watch at the competition..
love,love badminton soooo much..
now..
no training again..
miss the time together wif all the players and coach..
miss the time we all tear the feather of the ball..
miss the court that make can let me laugh till lie on the ground..
haha..
quite happy..
now i watch at the competiton will cry la..
cause i really miss there..
but unfortunately can't..
can't go back le..
because of sth..
hmm...
coach,u oso must jia you in your coming competition o..
hehe..
other juniors also jia you ba..
i use study to fulfill my life now..
because besides study..
i can do nothing...
right?
the boring and alone life..
pray to GOD that i will be happy..
hehe..
the japan open's..
not so good..
i love tat day the china open's..
woo..
lin dan..
i love him the most..
admire him the most..
hehe..
tat's why i dint online today..
busy wif the match..
wahahaha..=)
smile always..
that's what the pig ask me..
so juz follow..hehe..
thanks again pig..

thanks da pig!

haha..
wui pig!!
i am calling euu!!
haha..=)
thx for everything..
haha..
1..thanks for ur comment..
i really like see comments de la..
so next time..
please give me more comments o..
so clever o u..
u noe u r the pig i mentioned..
haha..
like the comment u give la..
friends forever o,pig!!
i m pig's fren..
hehe..
finally see u say hao la hao la in my chat box..
haha..
thanks vry much pig!!
pig pig..
please study chinese form 4 la..
if not..we are nt classmates lo..
study chinese is a good thing la..
not that hard..
haha..=)
thanks pig!!
haha..
i have a wonderful night..=]

经得起考验...
受得起敷衍...
忍得住欺骗...
忘得了诺言...
放得下一切...
最后..
用笑来伪装掉下的泪...

best fren,thanks a lot..

last night..
i sit in front the computer for quite a long long time..
suddenly,i see the desktop..
something appear..
you had just received a new email from~larry~...
woo..
shock me you know..
i know that it is a comment for my blog..
long time don't have any comment appear in my blog..
got a little bit sad..
i like to see about comments..
i love all the comments given by you all..
but someone..
who always ask me leave comment at his blog..
but he din't leave for me..
what a lazy pig..
you will know who you are..
haha..
don't angry i say you like that o..
hehe=)
i send a message for larry..
i see the comment..thanks..
but he say sorry to me bo..
he said the comment maybe hurt me..
hey man..
no la..
hurt is important for me from now on la..
so that i can be strong..
so thanks for ur hurt..
haha..
he comment on my post 'finish mr nonami camp'..
he know my problems..
and teach me how to face all of them..
he send me a message..
life is like this de lo..obstacles keep on coming into our life to temp us..
ya..i understand what he say..
i cant stand for when i am weak..
i will cry then at last i will face it again bravely..
he also mentioned that satan always want to temp us..
so that we will be lost..
thats why we need God in our life..
call upon his name whenever u are weak..
but i dint do so lo..
i will sad then tears will drop without control..
he said that it is normal..
sometimes he said he just get used to it..
get used to be hurt..
so tears wont drop..
he really did look for God when he is weak..
i thank him here for there with me the whole night..
we chat till 11 midnight..
then i really wan to sleep le..
tired le ba..after the 3 days camp..
his last message:good nite hien..be strong ya..:)
haha..don't know why..i love the last message..
be strong too larry!!so that's tears will not easily drop again..
jia you=)
last sunday..he..hmm..he cry..reason cannot tell here..
haha..
he is always there chat with me when i m down n helpless...
so of cuz i need to be there for him..
larry..here is a fren that will stand for u forever..
dun sad lo,k?miracles always happen to u..
we are best fren rite?
well,thanks for last nite..
its my time to work harder and harder..=)
jia you together o..
gambateh!!^^
best fren,thanks a lot!

finish mr nonami camp..=)

well..
from last week friday till sunday is mr nipath camp..
this week..from tuesday till today is mr nonami camp!!
today..finally finish the camp..
from the 1 day..
we learn a chinese song and EI CUMBANCHERO...
blur blur for me..
cause i am a stupid..
the whole day spend for the tuba kia..the milk!!hehe..samuel..
he never depend on seniors..
he is the only tuba..
he is brave enough..
he had a lot of improvement after taught by our best coach,mr nonami..=)
congrates to him and jia you ba..
the second day come..
still practise songs..
i really don't know my problem..
just not very well..
every nite..
i study my score..
sad la i m nt pro with it..
the last day..
today..
i really cry with it..
maybe someone will think that i m stupid..
but i reli helpless..
hopeless..
thanks michelle..the best fren..
thx for give me support..
vry fast i happy back again n practise for the songs..
conclusion:hien.jia you ba..~

new hair new life=)

yesterday..
haha..
i cut my hair..
don't know why leh..
just start to hate long hair..
well..
i cut my hair till very very short..
yea..
i love it..haha
but very weird for someone maybe..
nevermind..
i love it then ok..
new hair..
new life ba..
forget all the things..
overcome a new life with happiness..
happiness will come tomorrow ya..
don't worry..
anyway i love my hair..
haha..sapo..XD
new life..
smile girl..=)

woo~``love it..=)

yesterday the last day of mr nipath camp..
we learn new thing again yea..
a vry beautiful formation..
muahahaha..
alvin stand beside me..
hehe..:-*
then we laugh for the whole evening..
dunno why..
sot jor i think..
haha..
it was a windy and rainy day..
not tat hot..
vry good..
around 3 o clock..
start to rain..
we continue our practise..
hehe..
tat's why i love it..
sapo..XD
the rain getting heavy n heavy..
we never stop..
hehe..
all our head n body were wet..
luckily had towel n hat..
haha..
then alvin da ge say that it was cold..
really cold..
i felt tat too..
but it was fun..
haha..
the 1 time practise in rain..=)
the 3 days of mr nipath camp..
learn many many things..
all the juniors include me n all the seniors..
let's jy together..><
our target for next year:
national level champs!!
wohoo..best target..
work hard together o..+)
anyway..
thank you mr nipadth...^^
i had a wonderful and unforgotten camp this three days..
it was tired but happy..
my leader..the camp is really happy..
but form three cant join=(..
nvm..jy in pmr..=]
never forget this day..
EUTEAMO..=P

nipadth camp!!

from friday till today..
is nipadth camp!!
hmm..
the first day..
oh my god..
i did vry vry bad...==
haiz..
i think i pull down the whole team..
oh..why me like this?
i scold and hate myself..
yesterday..
the second day..
woo..a windy and rainy day..
but i still turn black black lo..
muahahaha...=)
we learn the new marching fundamental..
all form 2 learn 1..
hehe..
decided with it..
our team 15 member..perfect i think.
haha..
mel mel..
ahyie..
alvin..
larry..
eric tan..
ian
alina..
sing chee..
kenny..
yc..
samuel..
sin yun..
hui ping..
jia wei..
n
me..
the perfect team..yo..hehe
we learn a thing shape like triangle..
haha..
we still learn double step..
kik..
the speed is vry vry fast compare to normal marching fundamental..
but a good exercise..
hehe..=]
i like it..
but my leg...
haha..
sth happen..
today jia you ba..the last day..^^

这是我在花样男子里最爱的一段话...
丝草：你一定要幸福哦...
智厚：沉默...
丝草：请对我说是的我会...因为你不幸福我就不会幸福快乐...
智厚：为什么我没有爱上你这种女孩？
虽然很普通...
但当时的我用自己的感情去看这一段时...
感触很深...
原因连我自己都不明白...
很爱那最后一句话...
为什么我没有爱上你这种女孩...

柳树下的梦

原来人的心灵真的很脆弱...
柳树下的梦...
我永远不会忘记的童话故事..
也是我看过的第一个爱情故事...
从小就相恋的情侣...
却因某种原因被迫分离...
青梅竹马的爱情，很容易萌芽..
但不容易开花结果...
每个人面对爱情的态度都不一样...
这是柳树下的梦的故事...
看到这里...
眼泪恣意地流...
那场景...
那情况好熟悉...
似曾相识...

终于一切都结束了...

就像蜿蜒的山路没有尽头...

终于看开一切都不会回来...

就像消失已久的美好...

我在等待一个奇迹...

让死疗复活...

form 5..

yesterday night..
band appreciation dinner for form 5 members..
although not participate..
still need to write something..
because among form 5..
someone special in my life..
hehe..
1.kurt!!
the orientation chairman last year..
don't why and also don't know how..
we become best friend..
isn't weird?
haha..
just like that..
the only form 5 so close with me..
thanks god that give me this special friend..
kurtie..friend forever yo..
haha..=)
2.jia yang
haha..
this guy..my orientation ajk..
that teach me so many things during orientation..
the one care me so much in orientation..
hehe..
thanks him very much..
3.bell..
please forgive me that call you like that..
she is my orientation group leader..
at the begining..
i think that she is very fierce..
but at last i love her very much..
haha..
thanks for this form 5..
and also others..
that i don't know them well..
anyway..
all this form 5..
please jia you in your future..
going to miss you guys..^^

如果我是一名小偷...

我第一个要偷的就是你的眼泪...

如果我是一名天使...

我第一个要给你的就是快乐...

把你的眼泪...

拿来跟我兑换快乐...

我会对上帝说我愿意...

加油！

090909

yesterday..

090909..

in the morning..

09:09 i see at my watch...

once in my life..

999 stand for forever..

yesterday is my first perform in band life..

not a good day for me..

because i do many things wrong..

in the morning..

as usual..

go long tone lo..

at about 6:45..

go to band room to take my helmet and put on the full uniform..

sing chee at there too..

she is too thin..

don't have a suitable uniform for her..

so we spend many time there..

i sure wait for her lo..

if not??

then when she ok with her uniform..

we go down..

there is nobody there anymore..

oh my godness..

they all already in front of the big big trophy block..

hmm..

then the national antheme start..

the time i know that we had late for the performance..

how..

we don't know..

then we go in for the second songs..

pik jeng is very very angry..

i scare..

but how?

i wrong because of waiting her?

what is the right action should i take?

i don't know..

i really hate myself..

i don't have a wonderful first perform..

sad about that..

sorry to all la..

sorry pik jeng..

i know that say sorry can't change the things..

but still need to say..

sorry sorrry sorry..

999 a sad n disappointed day for me...

the 1 time...

hey yo..
i received a message last week from my section leader..
i still remember the message..
the message:next week got chu dui and you people are chosen by me..
for some reasons,juniors have to take euphonium..
tomorrow practice from 2:40pm to 5pm..
jiayou jia you..
i will never forget..
i think i am dreaming that time you know..
haha..
really happy..
my first perform in band life..
maybe i am stupid lo..so slow..
haha
nevermind..
i am enjoy with them...
tomorrow the day come..
woo..
happy..
love the uniform very much..=D
but during the practice time..
i din't do very well..
maybe nervous and some stupid reasons..
i promise that all my scores must be my refrence books after semester test..
i want improve my poor skill..
hope i success..^^
因为相信...
我走到了今天...
因为坚持...
我看到了奇迹...

happie birthday!

yoyo..06/09..
jim birthday..=)
hehe..
why i know him?
talk from the lion dance marching..
hehe..
he nam hua and yee hung find me..
haiz..
cant reject right?
so just accept..
at the beginning..
really not happy la..
haha..
because i don't know them well..
well..
at the last i appreciate very much the time with them..
happy and enjoy..
haha..
don't know how to say..
just very happy the time that spend with them..
just because of it,i know him..
haha..
sometimes we chat la in phone..
not always..
haha..
today is his birthday yo..
happy birthday yo..=)
要幸福噢...

its the correct way to face problems..=]

yo..

smile..

its a really good way to solve and face all the problems..

went to school yesterday and just now..

first thing i need to do is see the guy happy or not..

because two days before is...xxx..secret..

woo..

he is happy..good=)

its a right way..

face all the problems with happiness...

for me..

i face many many problems in my secondary life..

its hard to face..

but still need to accept the truth right?

so i just happy all the time so that don't waste the time..

time pass very very fast in every seconds..minutes..hours..days..months and years..

why don't fulfill it with happiness?

be happy la..~

don't scare to make friend with problems..

don't scrae to meet mistakes..

then its easy and good in everything..

leave the darkness! welcome the brightness...

start my new life with happiness and brightness..=]

jia you girl..

everything will be okay..

don't worry and be happy..

0309..a day we all will never forget..

03/09..it is a day tat we all ur buddy will never forget..
ahyie..its a memorable day for u..
still remember last year..
zaimin tell me..
i shock when i know..
accept the truth..
we are ur friends right?
band is one family right?
we share all the things..
we all always by ur side yo..=)
ur father had gone to the best best place..
思念永远长存...
he..he go to god's there..
dun worry..
he will be ok...
promise we all,smile k?
be happy..
last,ahyie!!dun cry anymore..
tears cannot solve all the problems..
jia you ahyie..!!!

感动yo..

wake up at 5:30 early in the morning..

first thing is c my phone..

no new msg..

haiz..

wait till 12 last nite..

my birthday end...

14th birthday spend like this..

nt reli good la..

the three girl seem forget my birthday lo..

how..

i almost cry..

dunno..

i act them as my vry good fren..

how can?

how they forget my birthday?

for me,a fren's birthday is important for me..

i sure will remember..

but i tell myself..

maybe they busy..

maybe they forget..

n maybe they lazy to wish me..

last year...

they wish me vry early..

vry happy..

this year..

dunno how to say..

ok la..

i juz accept the truth..

they forget lo..

nvm..

dun worry..

be happy..

this morning..

arrive school..

hehe..

reli happy..

they three cum to my class..

hoho..

noe what they say?

pru say soli cuz her phone no credits..

other two dunno la..

they din say..

my tears keep in my eye..

never drop..

happy they still remember..

promise me one thing k?

we r best fren forever rite?

ok?

after thx them back to my seat..

after receive my result..

we all stay at the back..

suddenly..

sanjay n zai min call my name..

i sure turn my head to de direction of them..

sanjay zai min ahyie n alvin say..merdeka!!!happy birthday..

yo..surprise u noe..

cuz i think ahyie n sanjay dunno my birthday..

haha..

reli thx them lo..

thx here for carolyn..

thx for her birthday card..

fren forever..><

happy today although my result poor like shit..

haha..

anyway..

i have a wonderful 14th birthday..

below are the frens who wish me today:

jabby..my dear..haha
fionnna..the nana..^^

sanjay..the black black..haha..

ahyie..mr smart..

zaimin..the laughhter..

n oso my lovely fren..jia han!!

the last one..special guy..haha..

again,thanks vry much to those who wish me yo..

yea..we all r best fren forever..!!

love u all..=)