bad hurt..

finally finish test le..
band orientation coming soon le..
after finish reading wen's blog..i agree wif wad ga li said..
she said tat she dont want 2 write her 'xin shi' on blog cuz all r SECRETZZZ..cant tell anybody..GA LI..JIA YOU
but i still created a blog cuz i reali reali sad..i cant do my own decision..i need HELP!!!
on 19th january,one of my beloved relative unfortunately pass away..he was only 27 years..
i reali cant accept this..so tat evening,i went to a badminton court nearby to vent all my sadness..
i rent four of de court..so nobody can disturb..i go for violent sport without any warm up..
i shouted cuz i reali sad le..y a ppl must face die?whether de 'die god（死神)write down whose name in de dead note then de ppl must leave?he was reali pity..i wish tat he can go 2 a good place...
i use all my energy to vent!!!until i reali tired n lie on de court..de next day..becuz of my hand 2 painful le so went for doctor.......
sth UNFORTUNATELY happened to me..doctor advised me dont play badminton anymore n dont carry heavy things..if tat,it will get more serious..!!
now..wad can i do??i love badminton so much..n oso music..now maybe i must stop my violin 4 quite a long time le..
hw bout band?my instrument--BARITONE..jia yii,grace,yee shen,kurt,bah hock n koah kien good 2 me....
give me some suggestion pls...i m reali need help..
wad instrument shall i go to during orientation tat day?? may i continue baritone??
i wait de day coming....