一年又14天了

一年又14天了...
我们从原本陌生的两个人变成了好朋友，又再从好朋友回到了原点，向不曾相识的两个人...
我想很多人应该都不明白这中间到底发生了什么误会...
我只能说：这么久以来，朋友啊，我真的从来不曾生你的气...我真的不明白我做错了什么，如果我真的错了，就当我求你，原谅我吧！

少了你这位朋友，我真的少了很多笑容。这段没有你的日子，我流了太多太多的泪，眼睛都快流血了...
为什么原本形影不离的我们，却因为误会而把友情搞得那么僵，值得吗?
如果我们还是好朋友，你去年的生日就会有我的陪伴。虽然巧倪有叫我去但最后我还是选择逃避...
因为我怕我再次受伤。

你说的一句话，我铭记至今：我们从来都不是朋友。我看了，听了，我真的哭了...这句话，太伤人...
从认识你的第一天，我就一直等你生日的到来，向你说声生日快乐，但这一天，24/09/2008还没到，我就已经不是你的朋友了，多伤感啊！少了你在我的生命中，我和巧倪他们的感情也不再如初。早知会有这样的结局，当初何必要做你的朋友？你，是否还记得，我们6个，一起读书，一起笑，一起吃，一起喝。我真的很希望时间停留在那一刻，让我做你永远的朋友...

我们的误会太深太深...却没有人愿意帮我们解开...毕竟解铃还须系铃人...我希望我们能重新做朋友，让我永远替你抹去你的汗，你的泪，你的伤，你的痛......

昨天，9：00-9：40am, 你和另两个朋友来了我们班。一开始，我真的很怕你会再次说些伤我的话。但你没有，谢谢！我只听见嘉玲的名字。你爱她好久了...是个专一的人，不错......回想起去年，我们几乎每天都在msg，那段日子过得好快....就这样一切都成为过去了...从23/04/08到今天，我都以‘明天会更好，明天一切都会过去’一句话来安慰我自己，真的希望看见雨后的彩虹。我过着这种日子，第379天了，昨天很开心看到你来...

你手上拿着一个捐钱筒到我面前来，叫我捐钱。我不知你的目的，但我真的好开心，因为这是379天来，你第一次和我说话。我看了你，笑了一下，不知你是否看见，我在对你笑也！我从口袋拿出一个50仙的硬币，投井那钱筒里...希望这50仙的硬币能让我们再次成为朋友....

思恺，我永远在这里等你回来做我的朋友...

昨天，第379天...

badminton t shirt 2009

yesterday,we recieve the form of badminton club t shirt 2009...
it only costs 23 each...
i m ajk in badminton club...
i tell myself tat i must fill up all the blanks on the form..
i hope i can do it...
it is a beautiful shirt..
u will never regret...
who interested?
plz see me..shi hien in2A..
thx for all my frenz de support..
ahyie,alvin,sing fui, jia han,eric,rodrick,ian,brian jack tun,kae tsong,both jenny...thx u all vry much...
i will appreciate it!!!

happy birthday jiin..

jiinz..
04/05 is his birthday...
i forgot to post sth for him..
really sorry..
hope you dun mind...
anyway..happy birthday to u...
being ah pek lo...
hehexX...
but nvm,still have a nice look tat enough..
hahaxx..
chuan jiin.happy birthday ya!!!

be happy all the time...=]

chin yang

chin yang..
a guy i will never forget...
i think he is a good guy..
but i dunno others opinion..

last nite...
i view all his posts in his blog...
the older posts me also read it...

huh...
i noe sth bad...
he is a smooker...
gt a little bit sad...
y i will know a ppl like this...

say real...
i hate ppl smooking...
but he,dunno lar...
maybe my fren gua..
i dont think like tat...
i jux hope tat he can leave smooke...
be a healthy guy...

take k urself...
love urself too...
dont smooke...

i will always by ur side being ur best fren..
dont worry...^^
wish u success...

雨

今天终于下雨了...


雨下了，我的心情却没有好转...
依然跟着雨水继续沉沦...

雨啊，能否将我的悲伤洗去...
换来彩虹带给我微笑，快乐...

雨，你几时才停？
我的悲伤几时会离开？


雨，永远是美好的...
只在于，如何看待它...

i will=]

today gt band weekly junior activity...
me,tis junior of cuz have go..
now jux finish lunch n bath then sit here post sth about today...
ah yie eric n eric rawing help to bring us with duagu...
jia yang sth gt come a while lar...
to c us..hahaxx...
after learn sth about marching...
sectional time...
same as usual,go to band room to take our instrument..
today i take baritone,not euphonium...
tat day i take euphonium...
woo..the sound nicer than baritone...
but sth too bad,its very heavy..haha..
i cant take heavy things although i am fat so i take baritone today...
wah,in front band room gt so many things...
we will clean it up vry soon..haha..
i m vry happy today..
koah kien tell me one things that i will never forget...
‘你不是不会，只是慢了点，不要紧，这些都可以练的，你可以的，加油！’
thx him vry much n give me support..
i promise tat i will do it better n better in de coming sectional practise...
my reply:'i will de,koah kien..thx'
koah kien have a good leadership...^^
siaw yin will help all of us to photocopy de essential element...
so tat we can c n read at home..
thx her anyway..
i really must jia you in both band n study..
i cant lose anyone...
jia you lar anyway..